Sad

I got to go down to NJ with John for Pa's wake and funeral. It was comforting to see the family, especially my mom.
Pa was in the air force, so he had a military funeral and 2 air force men were there and folded the flag and presented it to my mom. One then played Taps. It was very moving.
I am feeling especially sad that Grandma and Pa are now both gone. I know they are in a better place and I will see them again some day. But it is still very sad. Just so many family members dying not so far apart is taking it's toll. Coupled with my health issues, it has been a lot. The kids are off of school this week, so I want to make it a fun week for them, so I will try my best. But I really just feel sad.